Went to visit my new nephew in hospital, he remained so content throughout the visit, I hope in the future he remains as content.
Due to the gorgeous weather my Dad and I decided to walk home from the hospital (approx 1.5 miles), and to do a couple of geocaches along the way. I thought this was rather apt as this is a hobby that I hope to pass onto my 2 nephews and niece in the future. Its been a great hobby for me, one that along with photography gets me out. If it hadn't been for the geocaching and photography I would not have walked home today.
After the way I have been feeling the last 10 days or so I could have found every excuse to hide, but instead it appears that I have been using whatever I could to be an excuse to continue. I'm not saying everything is now ok, I am still fighting against the thoughts to hurt myself, and I am also having to give myself reason to carry on, but I am not asking myself what's the point of carrying on quite so often.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel and it might not be the light from an oncoming train
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