Missed

Since January I have only missed one day of work, unfortunately today I had to miss another. This was due to a migraine so bad that it hurt to have my head on the pillow, I was also seeing far more items than I should have been, so a day of photo and video editing didn't seem a good idea.

But I am a little more accepting of the fact that I couldn't go, I haven't been beating myself up quite so much with the thought that I was backing out, or running away. The headache was a result of the recent bad depression and not due to stress over meeting new people.

Its now 10pm and I haven't started crying yet, which going by the past week is a definite improvement.