Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Dichotomy

As I spend time trying to get better, I am realising how strange a mix I am.

I have always loved cars, especially classic cars, despite being passionate about the environment. When I was really ill I stopped buying magazines about them as I believed that either I would never get my driving license or I would never be able to afford a classic car. I have recently started learning to drive, reawakening my love of cars, so I have started buying magazines again. After reading one last night I came to the realisation of another dichotomy in my personality, I want a car that is different that stands out from the crowd, such as a Triumph Herald Convertible, but at the same time I have overwhelming urge to hide.


Really think I achieved something today. Still have insomnia, so not getting to sleep till really late, this wasn't helped by the addition of a bad stomach. As a result when my alarm went off this morning the temptation was really great to go back to sleep and miss going to Create Solutions. But remembering yesterdays blog, were I said I am trying hard to get myself in a position to look for work, I got up and went. I did have to leave slightly early (25 minutes), but at least I went. On top of this were two short walks and bus journeys on my own, plus two walks through town with Dad.


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