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I really don't want to write today's blog. Something happened last night that really got to me, what it was doesn't matter, what does is the impact it had on me. I suppose the reason it doesn't matter is that I am afraid that people will judge me, think that my reaction was out of all proportion. The event affected me so much I actually had to reach out to a friend for help because I was afraid if I didn't I would do something stupid.

Luckily the friend didn't belittle my reaction and tried her best, despite the late hour, to help me. She then texted me again this morning to check how I was. This meant a lot to me. I still haven't got over it but at least I've stopped crying all the time and can see that I am stronger than I think.