Crossroads

One set of lyrics keeps going round my head at the moment, from an Annie Lennox song the line 'dying is easy its living that scares me to death'. I think the reason for the lyrics are going round my head is because it sums up so much how I feel at the moment. Things that I thought were dealt with are resurfacing and are not as I once thought they were. I have to figure out how I feel about them, what they mean to my life now and do I believe or even trust the person telling me these things. The main problem is do I try to deal with the situation on my own or do I try and explain the situation to someone and ask for their help, if I go that way who to ask for help. I know sometimes my friends question my need to hide away from the world. Well this week is a classic reason why, but still fighting hard not to fall back into old ways, using this blog as one way to make sure I don't hide away totally.