Choices

I decided last night that I had three choices, the first one to die i've been told isn't really an option, but for me knowing that t is there does in a strange way help. SO the two main options are to hide away and wrap myself up doing nothing and getting nowhere, my second choice is to try and do things, to take small steps and not to take on too much at once or try to make too many changes in my life at one time.

I decided that the second option was the one for me, that isn't too say that I am well now, or that I wont  have bad times again, but I cant let this beat me and one way to ensure that is to try and keep busy, with this in mind today I signed up for a photography course which will take me out one evening a week and have also filled in my application form for a soft furnishing course. So that are my small steps for today. Tomorrow's small steps will be to have my driving lesson and to go to camera club, which involves a walk on my own by a busy road along with having to get up early (for me).