Had to start writing my evaluation for my two portfolios to hand in next week. I find this really hard to do. Ask me if going by the environmental impact assessment should the Cardiff barrage have been built and I can gibe you a coherent argument, but ask me about my photography and what I would differently I go blank, I feel that without hard facts in front of me I am scared of getting it wrong. This permeates through out my life I could write 10,000 plus words on bio plastics and the dissemination of information to local authorities but ask me what trousers I want to buy and I'll go without. I have only realised recently how scared I am of making a mistake to the point were I become paralysed with the fear. I am trying overcome this gradually but it will take time as I move towards recovery I uncover more that needs working on.
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