On Thursday I wrote that the only thing that would stop me going to Hafal on Friday was a raging Migraine, I think my brain took this as some sort of challenge and kindly produced one. Its Saturday night and I still have a headache and my vision is only just returning to me, but writing this helps me to keep things a little bit in perspective. The thing I am keeping hold of, to prevent me mentally and may be physically bearing myself up, is that since I have been ill I have never done 4 days in a row like I have this week. In order to get my stars I have had to go out and also do something around the house, on several occasions I managed to do something around the house without Dad telling me what needed doing, a win on two grounds, first that I felt confident to do something off my own back, this comes down to the fear of making mistakes, and secondly that I wasn't so wrapped up and withdrawn that I noticed that something needed doing.
So not getting the 5 and 6 star in a row isn't going to be allowed to totally get to me, instead tomorrow I plan to bake something completely new, a bakewell tart, and then write down next weeks activity schedule with activities on all 7 days including therapy in the week and Hafal next Friday.
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