Four days of completed activity schedule, four days of gold stars on the calendar. I have to admit I am absolutely shattered physically and mentally, and it would be tempting to say tomorrow forget about activity scheduling and going out but unless when I wake tomorrow I have a raging migraine I am going out.
I have to accept that for a while I am going to be tired and as long as it doesn't get so bad that it triggers my depression I am going to try and keep going.
My achievements today were to wait in the dentists on my own this morning and to answer the phone this afternoon. I have also done as much on my second photography portfolio as I can till I've taken my final photos which will all being well be done on Saturday. The other thing I have done is to decide to take part in a photography scavenger hunt. Taking part in this will stretch me photographically as well as pushing me socially, though I take part online I will have to take part in the community surrounding this monthly hunt.
I am going to try and keep up with the early nights as currently at 4.30pm I can feel the depression is really trying to put in an appearance and I am close to tears, but I hope this can be put down to my tiredness.
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