I have to learn my limits and that sometimes it is not always possible for me to do everything I want when I plan to do it. I find it frustrating when I plan to do something then for some reason I am unable to.
Lots of things have been going through my mind the last couple of days, one thing is how annoyed I am with myself for failing my driving test as I know that I am capable of doing it. Iam also annoyed with the physical effects of the anxiety has had on my body resulting in it being very difficult to do my activity scheduling.
People have been telling my not to worry and to keep trying but I find this hard to resolve with my extreme lack of trust in people, people say what they think you want to hear, that is what my experience so far has taught me. I need to find a balance I have to teach myself, reprogram myself that not everyone tells lies and that some people do care for me and want to help, this is probably going to be one of my hardest lessons to learn.
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