This morning I had camera club, which I walked to on my own, then in the club we went out to take some photographs so I spent over an hour on my own wondering around the marina, I coped though I have to admit it was difficult and got harder as the time went on.
After camera club I went into the Uplands to do a little shopping, so by the time I was heading home I was really struggling and could have happily curled up on the pavement and told the world to bugger off. But I didn't instead I called home and my Dad came and met me part of the way. I am trying not to see this as a failure, instead focusing on the fact that I had achieved so much before I had to ask for help.
This afternoon was spent doing a few jobs around the house and most importantly contacting my driving instructor to book some more lessons. it was extremely tempting when I failed my driving test to say, well as its down to my lack of confidence then there is no point in me trying again. Instead though I have convinced myself that it is worth it and while it might take me longer than someone who does not have the lack of self confidence that I have, I will get there eventually.
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