Pause in proceedings....once again

I set my alarm for this morning with the good intention of getting up about 9am and helping dad with some of the housework, but once again my head had other thoughts. I did manage to get to sleep before 2 am, but unfortunately woke up with a migraine. So the day has had to be spent quietly, but considering all that I have been through the in the last week it is not surprising that I have had a migraine today.

Looking back over the last week there are positives and negatives, the obvious negative is the bad bout of depression I am going through currently, and the fact that despite my best efforts my brother and I are still no closer, as he spent most of the time I was there hardly speaking to me, in fact I had more conversation with my 4 year old nephew than I did with my brother and sis-in-law combined, and my nephew was in school most of the time. The positive is it was the longest time I have been away from the safety of home without the buffer of my dad since I became ill.

Another positive is despite the depression and my absolute tiredness I managed to go and stay in my photography class last night and plan to go again next week.