The last couple of days for me have been really bad, knives had had to be hidden to stop myself self harming or worse. I'm am not saying I am alright now but I have hopefully turned the corner.
Despite feeling like all I wanted to do was to hide I managed to get up and go into town. I went with dad to see the photo tales exhibition. Where currently I an a lovely group of people have some photos on display, I knew one of my pictures was slightly abstract so it was interesting to see it hung on its side.
We then went into coop in the boys station and I went into smiths on my own , where I treated myself to a Lego figure, then had to go home as I was on the edge of a panic attack, but at least I did it and didn't hide.
I had completed 7 days so my new target is to reach 10 days of the new regime.
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