Well I've made it to another day, mainly through watching cartoons on YouTube. Last nights episode has left me absolutely exhausted.
After yesterday's blog one of my friends suggested phoning a few friends and when I thought about this I had a panic attack, the thought terrified me. It took me sometime to analyse this and to work out why, part of it is the absolute fear of rejection, fear that is paralysing me, I am so scared that my friends have moved on and don't want to know me and I'm afraid of interfering with their lives.
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