How do you let go? How do you stop caring someone who you thought was going to be in your life forever? How do you let go of all the hurt the world has thrown at you?
I've been holding onto some of the hurt so long I don't know who I will be without it, its like when you wrap your hand and hold onto something for so long that the release and letting go hurts more than the holding on. I want to be able to move on, I see people who have also been hurt move on with apparently more ease than me. I wish I knew the secret. I have tried again and again to let go of things but something happens and without knowing why I'm holding tight once again.
The hurt is from more than one person, some I manage on the whole to let go of like all the various bullies, but others I find for some reason I can't. I hate the term closure, it doesn't mean anything, I will never have closure on certain things and to wait for it is to wait in vain. Instead I am looking for release of some sort, release from the grip these hurts are having on my life, release from the hatred they are causing me to have about myself.
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