Keep on

Had a really bad weekend for a variety of reasons, hit a low point and started to wonder if this time I wouldn't recover. I know that I do recover, that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and its not the light of an oncoming train. But despite this when I am in the midst of the depression it does not feel like I will recover.

As a result of the depression I feel like all my energy has been taken and my joints ache with fatigue. The depression also affects my sleep, despite only getting 2 1/2 hours sleep I went into Big Picture today, thought was strange as no one else did, but I didn't turn around and come straight home I stayed till lunch. So despite have reasons to not go I went, then was given a reason to leave straight away but stayed, so all in all things maybe looking slightly on the up.