Well my Mother has done it again, emailed me about something and not enquired how I am or what I am doing. Its hard when your own mother seems to play so little interest in you, whenever I email her I do ask how she is etc. I am trying to deal with this apparent indifference from her but I still find it hard, especially when I am struggling to deal with other things. Crying myself to sleep continues I wish I knew the causes so that at least I could try and do something about it.
I have been trying especially hard this week, I have been to therapy and stayed in my photography class despite things not working with my pinhole camera. I have also been out several times, and have been better at noticing when things need doing around the house, this is a really positive sign for me because normally I am so wrapped up in the idea of hiding and the fear of getting something wrong that I don't normally notice.
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